This is just bloody typical, i decided to go to the Manchester fur meet, first time for quite a while and as most UK furries will know that Manchester is one of the best clubbing cities in England, so what do i do being the club loving, podium dancing, man teasing dragon that i am? i pick out all my best outfits to wear on the night and put them in the washing machine... We have just moved in to a new place by the way so im unfamiliar with the washing machine here.... yeah all my best outfits for clubbing totally soaked and will not dry and from what i can see through the glass door, ruined and colour run :(

Fuck it, i gotta stop been so nice..

Just so people dont worry, not sure how many know but i got taken to hospital the other day to have surgery, it went well and now im at home recovering. :-)

Just because i work alot of the time, does not mean i don't like to be asked to participate in certain activities with friends... On this occasion i'm actually on holiday and have been at a lose end since because everyone assumes im working. Well not everyone... people do know im off work and available..

Right, me and a fellow cashier were discussing a few weeks ago how boring it was to work in the Casino CashDesk and how annoying all the punters (cutomers) were.. Now if only there was a way to deal with them that didn't require a witty snide comment or scorching.... We found a way my friends...






Behold... The CashDesk Bat!

Just thought i would post for shits and giggles, its almost 3am and im knackered, so i'll post here instead of SYS, cant be bothered taking a pic of my cock :P...

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Last night, i kinda went off on one, and pissed alot of people off, all i can say is.. For that, im sorry...

I dont know why i bother, i really dont, why is it, that you bend over backwards for people when they are in need of advise for a problem, but the second you have a problem, there isnt a single soul around?...

I feel like im treated like a fucking doormat, i really do, im so down at the moment due to the seeming endless arguments me and my partner keep having, for some stupid ass reason, usually been me, ive been laying on my bed now for the best part of two hours just crying, thinking, and more thinking about how much i love and need him and how much he seems not to care all that much about me, dont get me wrong, i know he loves me, but sometimes it just seems like he doesnt care...ya know what i mean?...

I really dont know whats wrong with me, i have a feeling its something to do with the mental scaring of my previous relationship, but im determined not to let it ruin this one, if it hasnt already?.. i would ask him that, but he would prolly tell me everything is fine...even if it wasnt?.. i feel like i dont know where i am anymore, i feel like im trapped inside my own head.., I seem to be becoming more and more possesive and protective over him, not wanting anything to happen to him, he really kicked me in the bollox tonight tho with a few things he said to me like "Dont worry, we will be living together soon, than you can keep me locked in a cupboard and know what im doing 24/7" i have to say.... AM I REALLY THAT BAD!!!? if so, i guess i REALLY need help, because i dont see that i am that bad, all i ask is for a couple of txt's even if hes busy, ya, just letting me know hes busy... i mean, come on im only human, i get to see the guy like once every two weeks, i miss him so much when hes not around, am i really that bad?

I need attention, i need affection, i need to know that im cared about, i need to know im......loved....

Is that so wrong?...


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Last night my bf Funky_Fox came to stay for the night in Leeds, we stayed at a different hotel to the one we usually stay at, it was alot nicer too, the bed was bigger and alot more comfy ^^ but alas, the perfect night was to come to a crashing end at 4am, when all the fire alarms went off and we had to evacuate >.< bit frustrating but i managed to get straight back to sleep, prior to getting back to the hotel, i met Funky in town and we went for lunch at the local snooker hall (they do really nice fooood) we had a few games of snooker which he obviously beat me at *smiles* hes really good, trying to get my own back, we were gunna go bowling so i could beat him at something, so we went, shame we could get a lane, apparently you have to book for busy nights (news to me) but it wasnt all doom and gloom, we went back to the hotel and..... well, we had a really nice time, well, i did anyway, hee hee, when we got up in the morning (5 mins before check out time) we went straight for the bus and came back to my house, my mum made us some tea, it was Mmmmmm, really nice ^^, on a final note, Funky has just gone for the train home and its so sad the fact that i miss him already, is that so wrong? He's only been gone 20 minutes and i miss him?...

Anyways i'll love ya and leave ya...


Vrekkar ^^

Well, where to start.. the main thing what has happened recently, well i say recently it happened in october when the man of my dreams fell into my lap, you guessed it, its Funky_Fox, after my last relationship i never thought i would be happy again, but i am, and alot more than what i was, i never thought it possible to find your perfect match, but in destiny's face, i have.. Funky is what i used to describe my perfect partner before i even met him, when we started talking properly, i knew he was the man i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, i didnt used to really belive in love at first sight, but now i do.. He is so warm and loving to me, sometimes i feel as tho i dont deserve him, but hey, there ya go, thats just me. moving on slightly i transfered job from receptionist at a casino to a cashier at another casino, another step up the ladder, not to mention a decent pay rise after been in the casino industry for just over 3 years now (god has it really been that long) i was thinking about going on the cruise ships at some point, but now thats not really possible, i would never be able to bring myself to leave Funky for that long, i love him so much..... sorry im ranting again, ohh, today i told one of my friends about furry and he is very interested in it and says he feels how i felt about it when i first came into it. "There is something you feel, but cant quite put your finger on what it is" and me telling him about furry seems to have giving him a push in the right direction, which is good i suppose, i dont really know what else to say... so i'll leave it there for now, loads more stuff has probabley happened but i cant think of it at the moment... ohh before i go, may i congratulate Sil & Tungro on their engagment, im so happ for them both, and knew from the moment i met them that they will last for ever as a couple, they are both very good together and made for each other ^^ *hugs them both* two of my best friends, good luck you guys..

anyway i'll leave it there for now, see ya'll soon


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